Only By The Night

Some things that you do shocks me, and day after day it stays in my head. It fades a little each day but I still get affected, even when you no longer think that I remember. I actually still do, but definitely not angry anymore, maybe just sad. I'm not perfect too, but I do all I can to be sensitive to your feelings. I'm always afraid I'll not matter enough to you, for you to take note of the things you promised me you wouldn't do again. I hate blowing up over something that we already apologised and compromised to.

Some things that you do amazes me, that's when I realize you wouldn't hesitate to give up the most important things in your life just for me. When you guard me with all you have. The thing about you is that you usually don't say it, but I can see it in your eyes. I can see it through your actions. I know you're not going to let anything take us down. I haven't got a chance to tell you, that it took me so long to realise that you weren't lying 2 years ago. That you're damn fucking serious about me. Than any of those before.